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[04/04/09] |
ChouKeloid (2:53:54): "I would have told you 'no' if i did." He answers in an almost annoyed way, hating it when the other would keep asking quesions like that he already knew the answer too but just wanted to hear it from his mouth. He packed away the plates and couldn't really do much else then look at the redhead, sighing some and rubbing his neck a little.
"Anything you'd like to do? I finished work for today. " No idea why he had asked, since they usually didn't seem to share things they both enjoyed.. But what the heck. he might aswell try and be nice for a change.
Omi finally spat out the lemon and made a grossed out face, bringing one hand up to his head for a moment before touching his trhoath some. "..Eugh! ... It's so weird.. !" He muttered before laughing at himself, blushing a little. Ken chuckled along still at their youngest one before his eyes wondered over to Aya and he just smirked at the other for a moment, licking his own sour tasting lips.
dinsdag 31 maart 2009
keenunderthesun (2:58:05): Schuldich grinned a little, before he rolled his eyes at the others thoughts. "Hey, I might as well never have a conversation anymore then." He just chuckled, looking at Brad.
At the other's question, he shrugged. "Something to 'cheer you up'?" He just said, chuckling.
Yohji grinned, leaning over to ruffle the other's hair. "You'll get used to it!" He winked, before eyeing Aya and pulling off an innocent face,
Aya smirked a little at Ken, before he spoke up. "But the after taste is kind of bad.." He just said, thinking it was time for the next drink already.
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"That sounds like heaven to me." Brad joked dryly before he granted the other with a light smirk. Then at the other's suggestion he rose his eyebrows a little and let out a laugh. "Jesus, you're really like a cat in heat or something.. " Not that he minded much, though..
"Ugh.. " Omi muttered, still making a grossed out face as he rubbed his throath, which felt like it was in fire now, trying to soothe himself a little.
Ken looked up from Omi to Aya now and tilted his head a little, not minding it too much himself. But he still was more of a beer person in the end. "Yeah more beer for me!" He chirped a little too cheerful as he eyed Yohji innocently, thinking it was pretty convienent to have the other tend to their drinking wished like this.
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[01/18/09] |
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You & I
It seems only yesterday we met for the first time and yet so much has changed since then.
It still makes me smile even though you used to be embarrassed about it for such a long time. And ever since that moment the role of me as your mentor, your rolemodel.. It gradually faded. To where our relationship is today.
I wanted to thank you. For convincing me in the beginning, to let you be a part of my life. Even though i don't think either of us thought things would turn out the way they did. I wanted to thank you for letting me watch you. Always observe even when it drove you insane. You and your tempers.. And i heard I haven't even seen the worst ones of them.
In the times we were seperated for such a long time, but you always popped up into my mind sooner or later. How i started to write you and your reactions to my letters.. Especially at first, shocked and so gratefull. Still always treating me with so much respect. Yet as time passed, I realised that perhaps you were growing quickly still and I was just floating on my calm stream. I felt like you were too busy for me sometimes and took a step back.
Up until the time you suddenly stood on my doorstep while i thought you were still overseas. You couldn't have caught me more off guard.. On a day off. Dressed in shabby clothes and old robe. Hair a fluffy mess and fresh coffee in my hand. And there you stood, radiating light almost.. So full of energy even though I knew you were so tired.
The little time we spend then is something i look back on too so fondly. How you actually threw your cellphone out of the window. How we had to run out to find it in the middle of the night because it kept ringing because you didn't turn it off. How I noticed the new changes in you yet again and how more and more you finally treated me like an old friend, an equal. Not the musician you used to idiolise so obsessively. How we cooked together, did normal everyday things. How you played with my two baby girls when they came over.
How beautiful your true smile looked.
How I can never ever get enough of it. And i realied i had missed it so much. Perhaps all of my life. It's sad and uplifting at the same time, because i know it's still meant for me, yet I can never truly accept it. And we both know.
In the end you had to go again and I too had my own work and life to turn back too. Sometimes when I remember those days now, it's like it never really happened. As if I made it up one rainy day. While staring outside and see the people rushing by.. they were only memories thought up by my hopeless mind. To keep me a little warmer on days such like this one.
Until spring will pop up again...
... And it'll be my turn to surprise you.
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| // ...予感 / 輪廻 |
[01/21/08] |
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I don't know why this hurt wont stop.
I guess you could say this made me stronger, but on the other hand am I more tired than ever. I fell so hard and I'm only just in the process of learning how to get up and walk again.
And my mind keeps telling me frightening things such as, what if this didn't made me stronger, but only more paranoid? Will I ever have the guts or will to put my whole being into something like this again? and most importantly, how do I stop something like that from happening again..
Most people would tell you to just go on, too stop thinking about everything because it won't solve anything nor give any securities. But this is who I am. This is my nature.. and I can't help but to think and think and think until it makes me sick.
Long fingers make a slow waving movement in front of my eyes and I look up, finally breaking free of my train of confusing thoughts. You just smile at me gently and stretch our your hand a little further. My nostrils flare and I can smell you, almost like blossoming carnations.. I can feel the warmth radiating from your hand as I sit there on the cold floor, probably looking like some alley cat in need of a warm bath. And yet your smile doesn't falter, but only grows more inviting and I feel myself stir, a want boiling up in me that I thought had died when a piece of me had left me.
So inviting and yet so strange and full of scary consequences. I hesitate, but you still don't budge, keep your gaze on me as if to encourage me almost.
I've always told myself and others that life is all about making choices. Maybe that is why I am so bad at making them, because there is of course always the fear you make a bad one. But a voice in my head tells me that without bad, there can be no good and that life is also about taking risks, jumping into the deep.
But the hurt is still there, a little less than before but still, like tiny needles boring into my organs whenever I make a move. And I think to myself, what if I take that hand? That hand that makes emotions bubble up in me that I only used to associate with you. What if that hand will turn out to be just like yours? But than again, what if that hand will always hold my own and will never cease to give me warmth and support?
My knees are bruised and my palms are scabbed. If I fall this hard again I'm sure I won't be able to get up, but I know I have already decided, my fingers brushing over your soft skin as I swallow a lump in my troath and feel my lips tremble into the beginning of a smile..
I want those glowing times to come
in the midst of April's scents.
And Romeo sang with all of his heart,
'So September's here..., just stay around'
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| A Child's Hymn/Rebellion - Chapter 1. |
[09/06/06] |
Title: A Child's Hymn/Rebellion - Chapter 1.
Chapters: 1/?.
Rating: overall PG-13.
Genre: Science-fiction, adventure, slight humour. Maybe romance.
Theme: None.
Pairing: None.
Synopsis: Kyo, a renowned bounty hunter, steals what he thinks is a spaceship so he can flee. Fortunately for him the ship turns out the be something much better, a time machine. He ends up in the past. Will he stay safe there? And even though he doesn't want to go back to the future, will he eventually have to?
Comment: Warnings; May contain grammatical/spelling errors. Notes; Chapter 1![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) , is rated PG, has no pairings yet. Needs to be beta-read. This is a colaboration fic between me and runwithakite.
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| A Child's Hymn/Rebellion - Prologue. |
[09/06/06] |
Title: A Child's Hymn/Rebellion - Prologue.
Chapters: 1/?.
Rating: overall PG-13.
Genre: Science-fiction, adventure, slight humour. Maybe romance.
Theme: None.
Pairing: None.
Synopsis: Kyo, a renowned bounty hunter, steals what he thinks is a spaceship so he can flee. Fortunately for him the ship turns out the be something much better, a time machine. He ends up in the past. Will he stay safe there? And even though he doesn't want to go back to the future, will he eventually have to?
Comment: This chapter was written by runwithakite.Warnings; May contain grammatical/spelling errors. Notes; The prologue is rated PG, no pairings yet. Needs to be beta-read.
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[09/01/06] |
Title: Chasing the Dragon.
Author: pink_dahlia.
Disclaimer: Don't own theeem. All fiction.
Chapters: Oneshot/Challenge.
Rating: R-ish
Genre: Angst/morbid. (eh I tried! XD)
Theme: Challenge fic/Drugs/Dreams.
Pairing: KyoxDie
Synopsis: Sometimes, somewhere a long the way you forgot what you were chasing after in the first place.
Comment: This is for defected_prince I hope you like it XD;
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